A wild idea

I was on a chat with a fellow sub on Alt. He had read my last post and had a chuckle asking about getting spruce gum off flesh. then he talked about owners and expectations of Dominants. He then asked if I was homophobic.

I did not think I was but was I . He suggested a test which I have pondered. If you answer an ad that said show up at a certain place and a certain time remove your clothes leave them outside and enter. Now what would scare you more if on the other side you are faced with a Male who naturally exudes dominance, Mature but a tone of command in his voice. The other would be three women. Large women all with paddles and whips in their hands All with strap on secured to their forms. mocking my physical state Not the pretty Dommes in leather in your fantasies but real biker chicks.

At first I said to myself well he wants me to say the man even though he should not be as menacing as the women. I would say that standing in front of three women whether they meet the standards of what pretty is still has a sexuality about it. Standing naked in front of a Man well you are in a position of humiliation right away as he sees your short comings and I would feel totally un-protected while he was fully clothed and all faults would be hidden.

I think it is more of a same sex power struggle if you are a man and a slave to one. No Matter how submissive you say you are the hairs on your neck go up right away at least for me. Worse is to have a Man in control with women around as they usually want to show the ladies who is boss. So the Male slave gets it in the end .

Now am I homophobic. I do not think so I would love the humiliation at a mans hands both alone and in front or with women. He would have to be extremely strong in will and very active

Well it is the holidays.

So I was thinking as the cleaning for lifestylers has slowed down some what what should I expand into. I thought of first that it is the Christmas season and how could I work this in. Shoveling snow well so far there is none and naked outside in a blizzard well just not up to that yet. Ah Christmas trees. No not the chopping or selling but the decorating of trees for those busy Dominants with out slaves during the holidays.

Naked tree decorating .

I thought of all the pointy branches the stretching to get to awkward areas on all fours to decorated the bottom of the tree would most definitely expose my more giving side you could say. A small charge of course but if not satisfied there is guarantee. If you do not like it you can beat my ass red, appropriate I thought for Christmas.

Which opens all sorts of things up like being a center piece for the buffet or a serving tray, how about a slave tree and you get to put the ornaments on.

I better stop now Santa might be listening I would not want to find place for all that coal he might leave!

Yes I love CFmn

The feeling of naked flesh against the air. A feeling only surpassed by touch. The skin at first touch of air at least mine tightens the flesh gets excited. My mine automatically goes into a submissive feeling. After all one does not feel protected when naked. A thong can give me at least the feeling that vital areas are cover strip that away all you have is the trust in your Dominant.

So this is the state I try to be in the most at home and anywhere that permits it . I enjoy it more when I am the only only far more humiliating to have a group of dressed people making fun of the naked guy. Certainly more people telling you what to do does not allow you to cover yourself in any way which is a knee jerk reaction for anyone naked including me. If I turn around there is not much to see but some dominants have amused themselves somewhat through verbal humiliation, bondage and sweet torture of my short comings so small can still stimulate some fun.


This picture and yes it is of me was taken by old friends a while ago. They had seen me naked in various states of undress but the night it was done the feeling was so different. This time I was naked this time they were in control not others I was the focus point. The idea of being caught has always excited me. Like in the old westerns and the bad guys are brought into town. The focus is all on them. The jeering and humiliation is upon them also.

So the focus was on me naked n chains and posing for pictures that were going to be sent off to a Dominant couple. After that what happened to the pictures I do not know what happened to them . Were they shown off to others or deleted . The communication between us went awry because of the distance in miles between us. I doubt that I am the poster guy but I just like the idea of exposure to a lot of unknowns. The idea that as I walk on the street someone that passes might just smile and say I know that ass. So I might as well increase the possibilities of it happening that is why a very clear picture of naked old me is hear.

Now if you feel brave one day and think hey that has got to be him well just come up and slap my ass . If I say thank you well you just might have found a new slave. If I should not say that well I hope you are good at explaining yourself or that you can run real quick.

Unfortunately you will have to use your imagination and see through the clothes I am wearing as vanillas do get upset when naked men walk the public streets . (LOL)

getting back to Hermit time

Hard to force myself back into Hermit time . The tasks offered me by Miss made it so much easier. So today I force myself to leave the clothes behind for a few hours. I cleaned pots and pans dusted the floors and not so happily answered the door with only a towel on . Only to find a box left by the postman with no one in sight. It was a good start. Tomorrow I am off to clean a dominant's house . No kink more of a friend. Of course should she want I would gladly work naked for her.

A new start for an old fart

I have changed drakor to drake.

Just as well so many had problems with the handle I guess no one was into German fantasies from the 11 century. SO drake i easier quite easy to say simple almost. SO my musings and feelings will be displayed her for all to see some old readers will follow some new will come I hope. Now as so as I perfect the look then I will begin again to describe my experiences and feelings on being a slave whetherI am owned or collared or just a plaything.