Friday, November 30, 2007

A wild idea

I was on a chat with a fellow sub on Alt. He had read my last post and had a chuckle asking about getting spruce gum off flesh. then he talked about owners and expectations of Dominants. He then asked if I was homophobic.

I did not think I was but was I . He suggested a test which I have pondered. If you answer an ad that said show up at a certain place and a certain time remove your clothes leave them outside and enter. Now what would scare you more if on the other side you are faced with a Male who naturally exudes dominance, Mature but a tone of command in his voice. The other would be three women. Large women all with paddles and whips in their hands All with strap on secured to their forms. mocking my physical state Not the pretty Dommes in leather in your fantasies but real biker chicks.

At first I said to myself well he wants me to say the man even though he should not be as menacing as the women. I would say that standing in front of three women whether they meet the standards of what pretty is still has a sexuality about it. Standing naked in front of a Man well you are in a position of humiliation right away as he sees your short comings and I would feel totally un-protected while he was fully clothed and all faults would be hidden.

I think it is more of a same sex power struggle if you are a man and a slave to one. No Matter how submissive you say you are the hairs on your neck go up right away at least for me. Worse is to have a Man in control with women around as they usually want to show the ladies who is boss. So the Male slave gets it in the end .

Now am I homophobic. I do not think so I would love the humiliation at a mans hands both alone and in front or with women. He would have to be extremely strong in will and very active

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