Why

A questions put to me by some new friends why do I enjoy slaving for some one. The idea of being naked in a roomful of dressed people being treated as a nothing spanked and made fun should cause a disgust in most normal people should it not. Seeing some one whip another person should bring up all sorts of apprehension should it not.

Yet I so love being the center of attention showing off what little I have , acting subservient to some I would not consider my equal in achievements in vanilla life yet I rave so much for it. There acan be all sorts of reasons given, usually they say it has something to do with the childhoods of the slaves or Dominants yet after speaking to many noe really have the same experiences. The pressures of vanilla life or the position held in it again they are both slave and Dominants from the sames positions and status so that for me cannot explain the complex or simple way of like that the lifestyle is.

Our fantasies are made of complex ideas of being taken or taking yet we harp on consensually of the lifestyle.SO it is an individualistic thing for reason that will never be know to me I like cleaning a house naked under the scrutiny of a dominant with belt or paddle in hand. Like a good meal or drink perhaps it is better to enjoy the taste and not know why it taste that way I might find out that chocolate tastes like rhubarb yuck yuck yuck.