Different feelings of Humiliation

I have always thought that having to serve someone you do not want to takes a lot more submission then if you did like him or her.

Those disgusting bullies that pushed your face in the snow and out of fear you did what they wanted now you would have to admit to them that it is not fear but wish to submit to their disgusting treatment. The idea that they were better not because they were but because you wanted it that way you put them on high to be worshipped would that be more humiliating?

Would some one you like being offered your submission be more? The beautiful woman you have adored laughing as she took hold of your leash the now naked slave once her pride to be an toy for her pleasures.

Or would it be the buddy you have been friends with for years. And now you kneel with a red ass from his hand sucking his cock as he is smiling thinking of all the other ways he can belittle a former equal would that carry more Humiliation?

what slaves will do to amuse themselves

So many times in the past I have taken Hermit time in my garage. I used to get away from vanilla life, which is what Hermit time is all about. I have offer challenges and free work I have posted when I would be in Hermit time almost daring anyone who read it to come over and catch me. Better send some one to my door and see if I would answer the door naked. Sadly while itn effort and intentions were good on my part the results were dismal. One of the few that actively participated in the challenges was a friend who is a submissive. Seems that the Dominants at the time who read Hermit time did so in passing or were unimpressed with the prize.So I have refrained from the challenges and have gone back to hermit time in the garage.

In the past I would insert a butt plug .put on nipple clamps attached to a chain. The chain I hooked on to a nail on the top part of the garage door. And of course a chain collar. The chain attached to the garage door forced my face, neck and shoulders to be visible to passer bys on the street. So when a car or people would pass I had to duck or twist backwards giving a delicious torture to my nipples. If anything popped out or fell off I had to repeat the time I was to spend.

Of course I upgraded to wearing hand cuffs that would not easily allow me to unhook the chain should some one approach. Then I went wild one day using the runners for the door to attach chains to for my wrists. The only way I could get out of them was to work them slowly off the end of the runner. All lots of fun as they increased my excitement and took the boredom out of the day. Then if it was a good day I could work in the house naked and my house would sparkle. Now not enough of that happens and I would have to say I missed it.

So any one gat a garage I can hang around in or perhaps some nasty cleaning they need a naked slave for? lol

Thoughs about Humiliation

Humiliation

is the abasement of pride, which creates mortification or leads to a state of being humbled or reduced to lowliness or submission. It can be brought about through bullying, intimidation, physical or mental mistreatment or trickery, or by embarrassment if a person is revealed to have committed a socially or legally unacceptable act. Whereas humility can be sought alone as a means to de-emphasise the ego, humiliation must involve other person(s), though not necessarily directly or willingly. Acting to humiliate yourself may be linked to a personal belief (as with mortification of the flesh, with some religions), or it can be part of erotic humiliation where the belittling activity provides emotional and/or sexual arousal or heightened sensation

SO one of the last statements there must be other involved is one I will start with. Humiliation to me is closely related to the feeling you get when you have either accidentally or deliberately exposed your self . Some might think of this an act alone but there are those that have seen you so that is involving other people. If you have not been seen then the possibility of others seeing you is exciting it is not the intensity of having been caught.

I feel being caught is vary much at the base of the humiliation game, caught in lie , shown to be lacking in strength, show as weak or that others can control you. All the essence of bullying and of slavery comes out in being caught. Perhaps caught showing your true feelings but still caught.

Slavery to me is the ultimate bulling we give over control to others. They mistreat us slap us around and we do nt leave then for fear. Fear of not having our desires met, fear of the pain that will happen if we do, fear of no longer being the point of some one’s attention. One of the reasons I adore CFmn as it puts the naked male as the canter of attention. The person naked in a room full of dressed people is in tht old dream, nightmare of fantasy depends on how you look at it. Naked at school or in a business meeting is what I speak of. How everyone at first ignores you as you are nothing until one discovers your exposure then all attention is turned to you! As a slave is your exposure any lest, it does not change because of what you are called. I believe that humiliation is a very great part of slavery. Many of the Dominants that exist now are not the successful intelligent people that we might prefer. For me the humiliation tends to increase if I slave to some one normally consider weaker then me. Serving females as there stature is usually smaller then mine or then mine that would not command respect from me in vanilla life as he does in the lifestyle because he holds my chain.

Some thought s on humiliation they are mine you do not have to agree and yes this is an ongoing thought so there will be more.