Prison or boot camp

SO what am I trying to do. Over the past year I have not been the slave i wished to be. I have challenged, topped from the bottom shamed dominants into so called action. I un-collared myself teased to the point of insult. I should have started this blog off wit Father it has been years since my last confession. I am not the slave I was once. Yes some of is my fault some of it my fault as a human being but al of my fault as a slave. When a slave assumes his ideas of the perfect Dominant can be attainable by any one. That is an assumption and it has made an ass out of him.
I am sure in Roman times I would not have walk up to my Master and said thanks but I am leaving now. I would have been hunted down and the least put in prison or on a slave ship. Dynamics of relationships have changed Had I been a brat as I have i the past year wit my first male master I would have been hauled up and punished by everyone in the club that night . I would not have walked home easily. As fir talking back well they did not use gags they used parts of their anatomy. my mouth would have been put to better use than talking.


Do I need closure no some I need to accept my wish to be a slave and not have choice of what type of Dominant i will accept to serve. A slave should be sold to a Dominant not give himself to one.


Now I can think of a hundred things to do with a slave over 168 hours of service and perhaps that is part of the problem I think too much as a slave. In my defense if you let an animal eat at the table they will start thinking they can bite the hand that feeds them. especially when the hand does not bite back. So what is the offer is will be either a prison sentence of 7 days for me or 168 hours of boot camp. Just thought as I will think on the details and once done it will be posted on dungeon times, collarme and alt. Hopefully you will have a proper slave writing here and not the brat that is in te future.