Ones that linger

The first insight for me came from a Red haired fifth grade teacher of mine. SHe stood 5 foot 5. I would say about 140 pounds of pure evil as most would remember their teachers. She carried a 16 inch wood ruler with hockey tape on the end of it. When she spoke it was like she was calculating how she could get you into trouble . Anal and a nit picker. I had fantasies about her till now. I still hear her voice Mr drake what are you doing was a favorite expression of hers. Miss Gerard had green eyes and the temper of a red head. She cause me to think of pain and humiliation s as rewards for being me. If I heard her voice today or some one like her I would freeze in my tracks and check to see if my uniform was right. I later enjoyed her company as a Domme when I was 20 and would say she is the one that started me on the path.

I thought only she would have that affect on me but I would have to say they are others that I get that funny feeling in my stomach when I think of them. Ones that wold give a command in the sweetest of voice right now and i would obey. Personal strength , presentation , self control, or and evil smile I do not know what it is but they still hold my submission in their hands. One recently said that in pictures a hairy ass does not look good, not a command nor even a request. Just a statement of hers a thought and today I sit on a smooth ass. I have not a photo planned in the planned future, I am not meeting any one new, just because I want to hear that is better. Unfortunately , I see most Dominants as teachers and so when they have been able to get my attention they seldom loose it.

So I guess I will be sitting on a hairless ass for a while!